Once I was…

Once I was a girl

whose hair flapped back

as I bounced on a chair,

or so I’m told.

Once I was a girl

whose legs splayed out

on the seat of a digger,

on the sand of a shore,

in the trunk of a tree,

with joy in my smile

as I lived life

wrapped in a blanket of love.

Once I was a girl

whose voice was loud,

unmistakable and unbound.

Once I was a girl

whose voice felt trapped,

uncertain and undermined.

Once I was a woman

lost in doubt,

in shadows cast by minds

that were not my own,

in demands,

expectations,

and judgements.

Once I was a woman

who found herself once more,

in the listening faces of women,

in the pages of books,

in words formed with a pen

with my very own hand,

in the shelter of trees

and in taking a stand.

Once I was a woman

who realised that life

is a journey of lost and found

on the way home to myself.

Images from my childhood that inspired stanza 2 of this poem

Inspired by a prompt in ‘How to write poetry’ by @chrissalerno and @kelseahabecker to write a poem that begins with the phrase, ‘Once I was’, from Morgan Parker’s poem, ‘The Book of Genesis’, considering your own beginnings or foundations.

My writing commitment: I’m learning to honour my thoughts. I’m learning that my words can be shared before I’ve connected all the dots or learned everything there is to know. My writing can be a snapshot of a single moment in continually-evolving time.

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A conversation with a lamp…

ME: New years: they’re kind of a lot of pressure. To be more, to do more, better yourself… LAMP: I guess it’s simpler for me. I stand. I light when I’m needed. I have a single purpose and I fulfil it, I don’t have to do quite so much searching.

What do you see?

When asked the question, ‘What do you want to be when you grow up?’ What do you see? You seek an answer but archaeologist, artist, writer no longer arrive as easily as once they did. You’ve waited so long for the future to arrive. It’s here. It’s now. Time to